Kiss

 

 

 

Looking at the snow,

Outside my window

I saw a boy coming out of the store.

With a little smile on his face

He headed to cross the road,

Called the kids and gave away the sweets.

Like he was waiting for this

And stood there to greet.


Under the heavy grey sky

The color of his face was glowing high.

Out of all the people escaping the snow

I saw him dancing, he wasn’t shy.

He opened his arms wide and welcomed the rain,

Like it was an angel sent for him

To release all his pain.

In his deep blue eyes

I could see all his dreams coming to life

Like truth standing strong,

Among all the lies.


A lady passed by him

Pale and old.

He gave her his jacket

To protect from cold.


Snow was setting on his hair,

Which he did not condemn.

They were looking like pearls

Like the white gem.


I got up at ones- opened the door

And walked towards him.

The air was cold

And the sky was dim.

He was now leaning on a grill.

My heart was beating fast

About to leap and make a drill.


I went near him and stood beside

What drew us closer I couldn’t decide

I was standing still, Almost forgot to breath

He turned to me and smiled with an ease.


Meeting his gaze I remembered

A fairy tale my mom would convince.

On one absolute snowy day you will meet your *Prince*

He touched my face and I melted like dew

We came closer and it was time to hug, I knew.


I felt the warmth of his breath on my neck.

I hid my head in his chest.

Now… This was what I realized, I missed

And that was the moment- We Kissed!! 

 

-Esabella

 

It’s My Day!

Hello…

 

I read my friend’s status on Facebook, “Happy engineer’s Day”. So, I guess today is my day. 🙂 I completed with my degree of an Engineer 2 months ago and now I’m the first and the only Engineer girl of my family. (I do pat myself for this).

But anyways, my post is not to boast about myself. It’s something I noticed about myself and what being an Engineer taught me apart from that academic knowledge. I found out that the course of engineering was not just of those 4 years, where I was taught to design the things, or calculate the numbers. This journey started a way long back. The day when I was born.

 

As an engineer mends the damage of a machine, makes a new one, finds different ways to present the things, invents new gadgets, earns money and finds the best solution to some technical problem, similarly my life gave me the training of such things in a special subject- LIFE!

 

It taught me to make friends, it taught me to make up for your mistakes and apologize. It trained me to get up once again after getting hurt. I taught me that it’s okay to get upset or depressed. I am allowed to feel jealous if someone was happy and when I was not. But then it also gave me the lesson that to become a good ‘Life Engineer’ you need to feel the damage of others and try with the best of your abilities to help them.

 

I made friends blindly, I trusted easily, I failed, I was scolded too. But this helped me to value the good ones and to pick wisely the next time. In this journey of 21 years of Life Engineering, I grew up as a person and still managed to keep that child and its innocence alive. I’m still making mistakes, like you do in exams and I’m still learning new lessons. But once in a while I still try to bunk the lecture when I’m reluctant to learn something. But I know, someday I have to learn it. I have to go through every page before I pass my exams with flying colors and get the degree of “Best Life Engineer”.

 


So, it doesn’t matter if you are not actually dealing with some machines or technology. But you are dealing with a biggest machine of all- Life! And you are dealing with it well. Be proud of yourself and keep doing it. 🙂

 

*Happy Engineer’s Day*

Share with me what did you learn from your life?? In what lessons did you fail?? If you have some experience to share, write it to me! I’d love to know it. 🙂

WHO IS A FRIEND??

 Hello…

     After a long gap, my new post is about one of the most common words of everybody’s life – FRIEND. World’s best dictionary might have defined this word as: 

“friend: a person with whom one has a bond of mutual affection, …… ” 

     But have you ever given a thought about the second word in the definition, which is- “person” ? IS everybody’s friend actually some “person” in particular? Does one has to be a human being to become somebody’s friend? I say NO!

     Sometime back I watched a movie, Cast Away where when stuck on an unknown island alone, a man befriends a football. And that football turns out to be its only source which keeps him alive for 7 years and helps him to get back to his family. 

     So, I ask, is it necessary for a friend to talk back or to give opinion or correct you when you are wrong (as most of us would point out)??? Can’t any random thing be your friend?? Irrespective of its being a living or non living??

     Wasn’t that doll in your childhood your friend whom you gave some name? Didn’t you cry when somebody broke her neck?? Isn’t that pillow your friend whom you hug and cry when you miss someone in a lonely situation?? Isn’t our mobile phone a friend, who helps us to listen songs, play games, talk to your loved ones?? Wasn’t your first bike your friend whom you flaunted in front of your girl and the world??? Or your watch for that matter, which reminds you to be on time! Are you spectacles not your buddy who help to let you see the world clearly?? Yes!! They all are. Your tears which makes your heart lighter, your words which are adored and loved by people and of course your heart, which assures you that against all the odds it will keep on beating and keep you alive to let you see the beautiful World!

     A friend doesn’t have to be talking or speaking to you. Somebody who walks with you through the journey of life, who silently remains with you, accompanies you is also a friend. Look around yourself. There might be numerous unnoticed friends of yours, whom you never considered important, but their absence would surely make a difference… Love those “Friends”.. value them!

 

I choose to Live!

 

 

In the times of despair,

In the days of my sorrow.

When things don’t go fair,

When there’s no guarantee of a tomorrow.

 

I look inside my heart,

And I see a light.

Amidst the darkness that tears me apart,

I find Hope that burns bright.

Those words of hope, a stranger gave.

The moon shining for me d whole night

Though the fears are not less yet,

Something stands with me like an armor of my knight.

 

You try hard to bring me down

I caress d wound whole night

Yes, I’m hurt deep inside

But dis pain has given me d strength to fight.

 

I know the healing would be slow

But Who said love was easy though

I’ve decided to stand strong

Smile is d one I choose to show.

 

A voice in me is now so loud

“You cannot give up!”

It always shout!

And dis is the voice I’m going to follow

In a hope that rains would clear the cloud.

 So I just don’t want to cry

I will get up again and still try
To get the pearl from d depth of life
This is the path I cannot deny!

 

 

-Esabella

 

I broke up.

 

 A chapter so beautiful

A song so melodious

A breeze so gentle

A dew drop so pure

A smile so mesmerizing

A touch so overwhelming

A life so dazzling

And a story of two hearts

Came to an end.

One was broken, the other was lost.

 

  • Esabella

Try till the last breath

Yes, they say I’m wrong

yes, they say, I’m going to fall apart

But, then why does it seems so right??

Like my life was never so bright.

 

They say, you are a mistake

But I’m ready to take

They say, you’re going to hurt

I know you are not that fake.

 

Possibly I might at the end, die

But still I want to try

They say, you might dissapear some day

I know I’m going to cry

 

You are like the beautiful poem of mine

Like the dazzling diamond in the glass of Wine

You are the favorite scratch on this heart

I don’t care if you tear it apart

 

I know I’m being stubborn

But your presence is Heaven

I know I’m so in Love

And you fit so into me like a suede glove

 

Just because you are going to turn me down

I am not going to frown

I am going to take chance and going to give you many

Because this is the way I’ve known to Love.

And I’m going to try till the end with my every single penny.

 

So I’m going to try hard today

And try harder everyday

And even when I don’t have anything to say

I’ll hope that dark sky will someday turn grey.

 

So, for the prettiest color of sky

For the every flight I fly

For every tear now dry

My hopes will never die

 

And if it doesn’t work, I’ll never regret

Because I’ll know you were hard to forget

But when I come to this World again

Then you will be the one, I’ll abstain!!